Friday, 31 January 2025

January 2025 Collection

Welcome to my first poetry collection of 2025. I hope you will enjoy reading. 


Ripples in the sand
Like fickle resolutions
Roll into the sea.


A fresh approach is needed
As I walk across the sand
The biting wind scorching
My eyes and cheeks
Is a sculptor reshaping
Quivering mounds
And the concrete block
I stumble upon
Is not a crude remnant
Of erosion storms
It is the creator of shadows
Window to the stars.


It seemed like only yesterday
That every unoccupied moment
Was filled with thoughts of her
So far apart yet some days
He swore he could feel 
Her breath on his face
Now shades of acceptance
Hung heavy in the air
Ethereal creatures 
With hearts on fire
Turning to stone.


Raindrop collector
Web of quivering wishes
Suspended delight. 


At the start of every line
Drawn in transient sand
Is an unanswered question.


Majestic winter sun
You descend slowly in a pale blue sky
Leave hints of snow in your wake
Transform barren landscapes
Roll out a golden path
To a rippled place of hope
Observe silently from above 
Measure levels of happiness
Uplift with your Midas touch.


Scraped back hair
Grey eyes closed
Head bowed in prayer
She sat alone
In the same creaking
Wooden pew
At the church on the hill.

A weary tear
Rolled down her face
No amount of money
In the collection plate
Or vespers in
The evening rain
Could bring him
Back to her.


For so long
He had watched her
Hoping one day
She would look his way
Her delicate smile
No longer reached her eyes
A fading pink sky
Drowning in tireless waves
But he was becoming weary
Of trying to second guess
Why she stayed true
To someone
Who treated her that way.


Hiding behind
Pretty curled leaves
Your bashful smile
Magnetises me
I want to hold you
Caress your skin
But I don’t want to
Damage your fragility
Why is it that fruit
Just out of reach
Always seems
The sweetest? 


Before the remnants
Of what they once had
Were washed away
Into undercurrents
Of night
She caught her breath
Slowly turned away
Eyes glistening
Like shards
Of broken glass
The silence
Was deafening
But further words
Unnecessary
And superfluous
To requirements
It was time to quit
Whilst they were ahead.


Raindrops cling to glass
As unrequited lovers
Hold on to the past.


Release worries
Watch them disappear
Sunset ripples.


I never felt
I could look closely
At you before
Although I know
You have always
Been there
Perhaps I took you
For granted
But today
I am viewing you
In a different way
The sparkling ice
Has softened
Your spiky exterior
You seem more
Approachable
Can we start again?


That delicious moment
Of anticipation
Exhilaration
Evaporating silence
Before waves unfurl
Explode and excite
Then crash
Upon the rocks.


A solitary figure
Walked across
An empty beach
Stopped for a moment
Beside a shallow pool
Looked down
At his reflection
Caught between
Submerged pebbles
Distorted features
Mask slipping
Revealing truths
Locked deep within
The way he covered
Unhappiness 
Was to crack jokes
And play the fool.


Cloaked in soft grey mist
Sky and sea fuse into one
Atmospheric beach.


Pure satin snowdrop 
You emerge so gracefully
From winter bracken.


He watched her in the half light
Sat on the edge of the bed
As she did every night
Before getting under the covers
To join him
Carefully she smoothed lotion
From a tube filled with false promises
Hoping it would remove
Lines and puckering from
Her ageing skin
Normally he watched
Without saying a word
But something in
Her expression tonight
Said when a smile cracks
Despair begins
He pulled her hands
Away from her face
Turned her around
So she was facing him
Looking into her eyes
He started to speak
In velvet tones of sincerity
He said “You don’t need
To keep on
Being sold a dream
No cream in the world
Could make you look
Any more beautiful to me.”


Restorative sun
Softening jagged edges
Of the raging storm.


Through misty eyes
I stare lovingly
For the first time
At her tiny face
Basking in tender
Newborn bliss
Echoes of distant
Lullabies play
A flush of pink
On silky cheeks
I can feel love
Seep into my heart
There could be
No greater gift
Than my first grandchild
Sweet January flower.

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Saturday, 4 January 2025

Winter Haiku

Throughout the whole of 2024 I saved the haikus I posted on X and Instagram with a view to compiling some kind of poetry book at the end of the year. After some deliberation I decided to have the book printed for personal use only. I named the book "A Haiku for all Seasons" and gave it to close family members as a Christmas gift. 
Although I have posted many poems online it was a proud and emotional moment seeing my words and photos in book form for the first time. Old fashioned as it may be, I still think there is no substitute for holding a book in your hand, running your fingers over the pages and savouring the content.

I would now like to share the poetry and photos with a wider audience here on my blog, starting with the winter haiku. The spring poems will follow in a few months time. I hope you will enjoy reading.

Embrace changing skies
Shades of acceptance make way
For new beginnings.


Interwoven thoughts
Tangled in frozen raindrops
Spider tapestry.


Whispering ice calls
Feet start to sink in deep snow
Beautiful danger.


Time can soften pain
As clouds lose intensity
In serene water.


Delicate jasmine
Little splashes of sunshine
Peeping through the snow.


Driftwood life stories
Tales of dark and icy sea
Etched in sandy bark.


Sweet choir of snowdrops
Gently singing and swaying
Winter melodies.


Her beauty unfolds
In shades of heartfelt velvet
Valentine's Day rose.


Bashful hellebore
Lift your head above the leaves
You are beautiful.


The sleeping trees stir
Yawn then stretch naked branches
Preparing for buds.

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Thank you for reading. You can find me on both X and Instagram under @jillwebbwords. Links are provided below.
       

Friday, 20 September 2024

Shades of Light and Dark

To mark my 63rd birthday I proudly present another collection of poetry and photographs, all taken by me. Once again, it is a mix of shades of light and dark and in some cases miniature stories in verse. I hope you will enjoy reading.

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Sweet Peas


The scent of sweet peas
Drifted through an open window
Played havoc with her senses
Some things never leave you
Remembering the posy
He left by the kitchen sink
Wiry stalks tied
With frayed green string
And the letter…
The letter saying
“It isn’t you, it’s me”
It felt like they no longer
Wanted the same things
Teardrops fell creating
Inky whirlpools on the page
He always had a way with words
Or at least that's what
She used to say
But she was not listening
Or believing any more
Flimsy wilting petals
Infidelity dressed up
As remorse.
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The Fruit and Veg Man


We called him
The fruit and veg man
He had a stall
In the market
He sang as he spoke
Made up rhymes
About apples
Cherries and parsnips
You could hear him
Above the noise of the street
No microphone was needed
If he had told people
Carrots were blue
I swear they would have believed him
He squeezed the hands of old ladies
When he gave them their change
Made them feel
They were getting extra
Irrespective of what they had paid
I once asked why he had
A crowd around him
When other traders never did
He winked and said
A bit of banter
And a cheeky smile
Has always got me
Where I want to be.
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The Busy Bee


When you were a child
You used to laugh
When I called you
A busy bee
You raced around
Flapped your arms
Made a buzzing sound
Through pursed lips
One time I decided
To slow you down
And sit you on my knee
I said whilst it is fun
To soar and fly
Feel the wind in your face
As you aim for the sky
You must also
Make the time
To study the bee’s
Tiny stained glass wings.
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Lavender Burst


There was something about
The time of year
When summer leaves
Started to lose their sheen
And the smell of lavender
Hung in the air
Clouds of purple confetti
Scattered in her hair
She thought they would be
Together forever
Clinging to rainbows
In stormy weather
Remembering times
Now drenched in doubt
Were his feelings for her
Ever sincere?
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The Ballroom


It was once a ballroom
It stood there for years
An ornate reminder
Weeping derelict tears
Now it had to be demolished
To build a superstore
Another chain without a link
As if we needed any more
Peeping through the rubble
I saw a single orange flower
It was my mother’s favourite colour
A ray of sunshine in dark showers
It reminded me of the marigolds
My father grew for her
And beside it I spotted
A single creamy pearl
A necklace once cherished
By a 17 year old girl
I pictured my parents dancing
To a piano melody
The night they first met
In 1963.
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New Territory


Scrambling beside
The remains of
A crumbling
Wooden jetty
Using jagged rocks
To assist in
Navigating pools
Of seaweed
And soft mud
I felt like
I was treading
Where no-one
Had gone before
Virgin territory
A remote island
Belonging to me
I don’t think
I have ever
Felt so aligned
With the pulse
And the heartbeat
Of the river
Whilst teetering
On the brink of
New discoveries.
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Harmony

This poem was inspired by the Paul Weller penned song 'Liza Radley'. It is due to feature in the 40th anniversary edition of the fanzine I wrote in the early 80s, called 'Kindred Spirit', which I am currently working on.


I used to see her
Late at night
Her name
Was Harmony
She wore
Wild marigolds
In her hair
And dresses with
Floaty sleeves
It was as if
She had entered
Another world
When she glided
Through midnight fields
I sometimes used
To wonder if
She was a figment
Of my imagination
But early one morning
I heard a faint knock
And when I opened
The curtains
I noticed a perfect
Orange heart
Had been drawn
In the mist
On my window pane.
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Driftwood Wish


The sky turned burnt crimson
A wizard landed on the beach
He held a piece of driftwood
Up to the moon
And granted it one wish
The driftwood replied very softly
On the back of a sea breeze
It said I was once a sturdy branch
Of a sycamore tree
Spiders weaved intricate tapestries
Through my ornate leaves
They glistened with raindrops
After spring showers
Tiny jewels suspended
In threads of tears
They twinkled at sunrise
Floated through sunset
Please will you carefully cut out a leaf
And carve a web in my fading bark
To remind me although
My appearance has changed
I will always be a tree at heart.
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Beyond The Gate


It hurts me when I see you
Walk this path alone
I sense your pain and anger
A fusion of my own
Emotions
I know you have left the gate open
For me to walk on through
Never give up hope my angel
I will come back to you
On days when you feel despondent
Do the same as I do
Think of our separation
As temporary
A grey sky that
Eventually
Turns blue.
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Between the Cracks


The ground
Was cracking
Under her feet
He had stripped her
Of everything
Alienated from
Family and friends
Manipulated
Into disconnect
Locked within
His private world
Clutching at shreds
Of self respect
She should have
Listened to her mother
When she said
He was bad news.
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Sunrise Breakfast


The smell of coffee
Swirls of steam
Playing with my senses
Gyrating genies
Taking the first sip
I close my eyes and think
Of clear winter mornings
Ice blue and gold
Pewter whispers
New horizons unfold
Smiles exchanged
No words needed
Decisions can wait
Until later in the day
Breathing deeply
Inhaling possibilities
Sunrise breakfasts
By the sea.
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The Ghost of the Fallen Bunker


Some said
He was a vagrant
But his accent
Did not suggest
Humble beginnings
He wore
A tattered uniform
With a row of medals
That glistened
He appeared
On the beach
When the tide
Was out
Then vanished
Like footprints
In soft sand
His voice boomed
Over howling winds
Tales of fear
And slaughter
You could taste
His tears
Something in
His tone
Demanded you
Listen
To the ghost of
The fallen bunker.

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Thank you once again for reading. 
You can find me on both X and Instagram under @jillwebbwords. Links are provided below.